I’ve come to realize that I can’t always pretend that everything is okay or that everything is fine because when I do that I tend to forget why I felt the way I did in the beginning and find a solution to the problem. I just forget and let it happen again and again and again. It’s getting tiring already.
I’ve always had the bad habit of pushing things out of mind and letting everything build up until I can’t take it anymore. That’s not good at all for me anymore.